Rudolph:
I’m sorry for being such a shit person. I have no idea what happened. That’s not who I normally am. I treated you like shit when you deserve the world. I didn’t know how to support you while I could not support myself. I don’t need an answer I just hope that you will see this and know that I am sorry.
Know that I am working on myself. Know that I think about you all the time and hope you are doing well.
I wish we had met at a different time. I feel like things might have played out differently